How do I explain my past?

Post date: 2022-01-19 02:33:35

I'm a guy in my mid thirties who has never dated before. I've never been on a date or had a girlfriend. My only sexual experiences with women have been with escorts. It's how I lost my virginity and even got my first kiss.

Throughout my life I've struggled with making friends. I was bullied in school and at home which did a number on my self esteem. I often ended up being labeled the "nice guy" while other guys got labeled cute or sexy. Even with my friends I get the feeling that they and their girlfriends feel sorry for me.

So here I am in a new city ready for a fresh start. I've tried online dating and have had a few conversations with women though no dates yet. I'm wondering say I end up dating somebody and my past comes up, what do I say about it?

I'm thinking of just telling a white lie saying that I haven't dated in a while and that all my exes are long gone. Obviously I'm not going to tell women I pay for sex. It's one of those things I'm hoping to take to the grave.

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