This question may offend if of a particular religion and if so I deeply apologize. I have been in my life deeply haunted by something and I dont know any other way to ask without sounding like a loony. I'm wondering if my belief that I am among ghosts and spirits and that I have a slight touch of ESP may be possible, or could it be proven? More on that ...
I've been feeling that tingle of a presence near me on random occasions that I couldnt explain until later. When I first moved to Iowa in my early 20s I moved into my apartment away from my Dad and it was in a central location but still I was alone. I had a cat and I noticed sometimes when it felt like someone had stroked my hair my cat would go berserk just out of nowhere. I lived there for three years and it happened often. I also had a time that my friends and I were in Kansas City visiting and driving in heavy Royals baseball traffic during a really bad rain storm. The highway was 4 lanes across and since we were from out of town, navigating the weather and driving slow we were in the lane closest to the exit. It seemed like a car trying to make the ramp just as we were passing it sped through four nearly 70 mph lanes of traffic and went through our vehicle to get to the ramp. I clearly remember hearing his passenger with her arm stretched in front of her screaming "Nooooo!" as they appeared on the right of us. Another instance when I moved into an apartment here in Kansas City about 6 years ago when I first moved in I could hear the sounds of little boys playing and a mother crying. I heard it all late at night and sometimes in my bed I got the feeling a body was spooning with me but it was a nightly thing for many weeks. I later learned there was a murder that had taken place in the building right behind mine in the exact identical apartment as mine was placed and it was a mother and her son along with a nephew and the mothers boyfriend. When I discovered the source of the sounds and sensations they stopped. I can explain why I have this feeling but I cant seem to make it make sense since no one I know can help me identify the spirits while they are near me. Oh I will also add that the day my Grandmother died the clouds came to me as an image of her face that I photographed but no one else can say they see her. Would there be anyone with knowledge of what this is called or how to clarify it for a good cause?