JACKSONVILLE, Fla. -- The culprit is covered up on this day, yet still torments the victim every single moment. It's not physical pain, which is long gone, but it's the emotional part of the crime that still chafes .The perpetrator in this case is Jack's right knee, or, more precisely, the circus it created over a six-week span in March and April, leading to a drop out of the first round for a player considered by some to be the best in this year's NFL Draft. "Imagine getting robbed with no gun or no mask for $10 million?" Jack said. "You just have to live with it." The $10 million is the guestimate for what his injured knee cost Jack dropping out of the first round. It is money that he will never get back, no matter how long he plays or how good he becomes as a linebacker for the . That's the hurt. That's the pain. Money isn't everything, as the saying goes, but try dealing with losing $10 million as your draft status falls quicker than you can say bad knee. When I last sat down with Jack before the draft in late March in Arizona, he was optimistic, excited, eager, his dream of playing in the NFL le s than a month away. The proce s of rehabbing a torn meniscus, suffered last September at , had been a grueling one, but by late March the end was near. "I'm so glad to have all the knee stuff behind me," he said then. So he thought. In the four weeks after our sit down at The Fischer Institute, at
Willie Cauley-Stein Jersey the end of what was a long, arduous, sometimes lonely, rehab proce s, Jack's football life took a hit bigger than he will ever make on the football field. He fell out of the first round and the Jaguars picked him with the fifth pick in the second round, trading up to do so. "Imagine getting robbed with no gun or no mask for $10 million?" -- Myles Jack "Still to this day, it's hard to go back and retrace it because it stirs me up," Jack said during a break from his the Jaguars rookie orientation. "It cost me. The bottom line is it cost me. It's something I have to deal with the rest of my life. Don't get me wrong. I am living the dream. Bottom line is that I am in the NFL. I am going to be in (the game). That's wild. I don't want anybody to take it out of context. But it cost me." Has he calculated
Ky Bowman Jersey how much? "I try not to," he said. "I don't even want to talk about it." As he sat in a room inside EverBank Field discu sing the proce s, the emotional pain was still real. Several times he mentioned how hard it was to go back and re-visit his free fall out of the first round."All anybody wanted to talk about was my knee," Jack said. "It was my knee, knee, knee, knee." ****When I ask Jack to retrace the proce s starting from our initial sit down in Arizona, he tried to link up dates and happenings, such as his workouts for teams and his medical re-check at the combine. The idea was a chronological look at how he went from a sure-fire top-5 pick to a second rounder with crushed dreams. But, as expected, it was a bit of a fog, the whirlwind of it all muddying up the details of the journey. "I thought it was all good, but then I don't run my 40 and it blows up," Jack said. "Then it quiets down some, and a week before the draft it blows up again." After his pro day in mid-March, where he didn't run his 40, there were expectations in the NFL community that he would have a second pro day and run the 40. At one point, he even told me he would run
Eric Paschall Jersey it.But then he and agent John Thornton made the decision not to run the 40. That became an i sue. What was he hiding? "I could have run it, but why go out there and put up a number that isn't an accurate or a representation of what I can run?" Jack said "They see me on film moving fast, and if they got a different number, it was going to throw them off. I will probably never run another 40 again. I don't even want to think about the 40 after that." The next step was a trip back to Indianapolis, the site of the NFL Scouting Combine, for the medical re-check. There were differing reports that came from that. There were red flags of sorts, and some team personnel I contracted were concerned. Others said there was no i sue. There was talk of more surgery. There was talk of cartilage i sues, which meant bone-on-bone, which usually can mean a shortened career. And then the new dreaded surgical word popped up: . Once upon a time, three letters used to scare football players: ACL. Now it's .As the news started leaking out about knee problems, Jack continued the proce s. He worked out every day. No pain. He had individual workouts for teams, including the , , and Jaguars. No pain. In the days leading up the draft, Jack was the most-talked about prospect. Would he fall out of the top 10? Would a team take a risk? Was he a risk? Jack went to Chicago with the intention that he would still be a high pick. Two days before the draft, the quoted him as saying he might need micro-fracture surgery down the road. That led to more questions." if such and such happens will I have to have micro-fracture surgery?" Jack said. "He kind of outsmarted me. I have to own up to it to this day and me being young he got me. A meteor could wipe up us off the Earth. Hypothetically, anything can happen. Bottom line, he outsmarted me. I am not a candidate for surgery." The night of the first round of the draft, Jack gathered his family and went to the ceremony expecting to hear his name called. He didn
Damion Lee Jersey 't. "It's really hard to talk about that night, the raw feeling of it," he said. "You walk the red carpet. You invite people out, your girl, your mom, your grandma. Everyone is dre sed up. You have your whole family in the green room waiting to hear your name called and you keep hearing other tables screaming and other people's (walk-up) music being played. Then I look up at the TV and see (NFL Network Insider) Ian Rapoport talking about my knee. It was frustrating. What could I do? Show them I had a 50-inch vertical jump? Go play Arena Football? I didn't know what I could do to end all the doubt."When the first round was over, he retreated to his hotel. At one point, he told his family he wanted to be by himself. "I was sitting in the living room trying to figure out what happened," Jack said. "It wasn't the way it was supposed to go." The next morning, Jack was antsy. So, like he has a lot of times in his life, he needed a gym -- a basketball gym. He and his uncle and brother took
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